over it.

i'm so ready to graduateeee.
the ppl at my high school are still in an 8th grade mindset.
i'm so over it all.

sitting in the desks waiting for the stupid bell to ring.
asking permission to go pee.
paying 2 dollars to wear my own freaking clothes on dress down days.
dealing with the phony and petty little girls.
coming home to listen to my parents yell constantly about nothingggg.

lets get this spring break thing over with...
then lets get this prom thing over with...
then this graduation thing over with...
i'm ready to hop on that plane.. and land in Hampton, Virginia.

i need a fresh start.

ps. i'm sorry i've been such a bad blogger lately. =(

my prom delimma.

sooo.. let me catch you all up a bit.

-I'm the head of the Prom Committee.
-Prom is in less than 2 months and Prom contracts are due April 14th.
-I don't have any idea on a prom dress, prom date, prom anything!

It's crazy because I have to talk about prom and think about prom all the time.. choosing colors, decorations, even the food... trying to ensure everyone else has a great prom.. BUT I havent even been able to make sure I have a nice timee my damn self. I've been trying not to stress about it too much.. but its getting sooo close. I can kinda sorta see my dress in my head.. but idk if i'm gonna b able to buy it.. or get it made. I have prom date options.. but its either boys tht are toooo into me and i'm not feeling it or you know the friends that wouldnt mind helping me out.. but ehhh.. I want prom to be special, with that special someone. I don't wanna settle.

I want my prom night to be perfect and memorable... hopefully its ends up memorable in a good way.

Wish me luck. =/

i love ya sushi rolls, hotter than wasabi.

soo, over the weekend i discovered that i don't like sushi. =/

Reggie Bush.

Am I the only one who was for the Saints just because Reggie Bush plays for them? haha =)

anywayss.. him and kim are cute.

Bored in Class..

soo we're watching this movie in Law & Gov and i'm boredd so i thought i'd do this survey I stole from Studded Bows.

A - AVAILABLE: sure. B - BIRTHDAY: may 26th i lovee my birthday. =) C - CRUSHING ON: drake, trey songz, kid cudi, and your boyfriend. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water. E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my bffs kamille, amber, nicole and brittany. F - FAVORITE SONG : i have a few. anything rihanna is my fav too. G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: worms.. the sour kind. H - HOMETOWN: chicagooo. I - IN LOVE WITH: love, fashion, macbooks,rihanna, and the thought of college. J - JUGGLE: can't. K - KILLED SOMEONE: no.. L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: hmm idk. to atlanta or alabama mayb? is tht far from chicago? M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry. N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: one little brother. he's turning 16 this month. =) O - ONE WISH: to have a nice prom date, go to hampton u, get a macbook, and a never ending shopping spree. ohh it was 1 wish wasnt it? oops. P - PERSON YOU TALKED TO LAST: brittany. she's sitting right in front of me lol. R - REASON TO SMILE:when boys do those cute little things, puppies, sales at forever 21 S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: the last song- rihanna T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: like 6:55 am lol.. almost was late for school. U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: gray.. with light blue and navy blue hearts. oh and lace.. oh too much? sorry. W - WORST HABIT: procrastinating, picking the wrong guys & excessive shopping. X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: on my jaw.. i dislocated it eating frosted flakes.. don't ask lmao. Y - YOYOS: okay. Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini! =)

real talk.

"So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

senioritis.

i can't believe i'm already well into the 2nd semester of my senior year...

everything is just going by soo fast. i feel like i never have any time. the time to even breathe. i'm so consumed by all the club meetings, homework, scholarship essays...

i'm the head of prom committee.. yet i don't have any time to even look for my own dress.
i have 3 papers i need to write TONIGHT. but i have to b at school at 7 for a mandatory prom meeting.

i get home.. and feel so tired that I don't finish all my work and i just sit there repeating over and over in my head.. im gonna start in 5 min.. okay in 30min..ugh i'll just wait till tomorrow. which builds up more and more makeup work... oh yeah i still have to make up that quiz from last week. great.

i had to b a leader on a retreat last week and missed a few days of school, and yay me i get to do it all again next week. which means 4 days of work and quizzes i have to make up.

i keep getting into these near accidents.. because ppl keep trying to hit me.. or the ice sneaks up on me. driving is scary. i almost hit a cat the other day. i hate cats.. but i would have still been sad.

boys are....well lets just save that for another post.

the clock is tickingg.. i keep running out of minutes. i hope i can catch up.. before i lose myself.

despite this senioritis. i'm happy. =) i rank in the top 10 of my class.. i'm accepted to my top choice school which i cant WAIT to go to.. i'm having a funn year. but i'm just over highschool.

the end.