Saturday, July 25, 2009

Wow...

I'm so ready to go to college.

It seems like lately I can't do anything right in this house. Its like all my dad wants is to argue with me, its like wtf...why are you so angry? Idk if its a mid life crisis or wtf is going on. The arguements are getting worse and worse. Me and my dad just got into it two days ago so ive been trying to avoid him and today we got into it bad....

He was yellin at me to get my jackets off the chair in the kitchen or whatever and I heard him but I just ignored him then my mom yelled did I hear him and im like no... so then he started screamin for my to come upstairs blah blah. Then when I got upstairs....

a lil bit of what happened*
Mean Man- Get your stuff off this chair!!!!!! You dont do anything around here. blah blahh!!!
Paige- ???.....
Mean Man- I dont care how you feel about me right now you do what I tell you to do and blehhh blahhhh womp womp!
Paige-calm voice* Why are you screaming? Whats wrong with you... why are you so angry with me?
Mean Man- BECAUSE YOU DONT EVEN DO ANYTHING, THATS WHY! IM TIRED OF YOU!!! WOMP WOMP!
Paige- walking upstairs* well i'll be going to college nxt year then u wont have to worry about anything I do.
Mean Man- You're gonna be back home first semester, cuz ur gonna flunk out!

Ohhh real nice dad, great comeback. I guess I thought I was arguing with my father but I was really arguing with my little brother hmmm? Since i've been ranked in the top 10 since I was a freshman... always have had a gpa over 3.7 and I have honors and AP classes. I guess. I've never been really close with my dad because he isnt really a people person....but i mean at the rate were going once I move out we're gonna b like strangers. whateverr, i'm tired of crying...he can say whatever he wants im just focused on gettin up outta this house!!

10 comments:

OfficialNne said...

girl...thats HARSCH..at the rate you're going ur gonna..what???
daaamn..well u know what i call that? A muthersuckin CHALLENGE u better work that college girl..and make sure u dont flunk hahaha..just please..please..pray..pray about anything it ll take your mind off trouble..and i know this is hard..trust me i grew up in a family with almost ONLY step siblings and a stepdad..its hard as hell..but strive not to be a "good" daughter, but to be an awesome daughter. always reach for the skies..so when you fall you land on a cloud..be real to yourself
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♥Chymere♥ said...

Yo i know the feeling....

But in all honesty, you're gonna miss him when you do finally leave...and he's gonna miss you more than you can ever imagine. You might think I'm crazy for the statement but it's so solid true.

Me and my dad used to be at it ALLLLL the time. We never really had a bond so to speak until my senior year of highschool. All our clashes were always low blow statements because he knew what could get under my skin and make me cry and vise versa.

So it's normal. Just don't waste time resenting him. Do what he says and get out of his way. Arguing back won't solve a thing. I agree with whoever just commented: "always reach for the skies..so when you fall you land on a cloud..be real to yourself
"

GOOD LUCK!!! May God be with you.

♥Porscha said...

I totally relate to you girl my daddy is a meanie and he's verrrry harsh and treats me like Im a boy like I can take his critizing and chalk it up but im a girl...with feelings and I just learnt to not be in his way as much as possible and I can understand wanting to go to college to GET AWAY and not have to do deal with that ish!

Melanie! said...

lol...that was really mean but it'll be fine...i see saying mean things runs in ur family. ;/

Paige Mariah. said...

thanks for the comments yall they are really helping!
and to melanie.. really you think so? you MUST be a blood relative then!

kelsyemykia said...

better days hun...
me && my dad go at it like that too, sometimes even worse.!!
but he's gonna miss you once ur gonna so don't sweat it....
as always: "parents just don't understand."

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