Monday, August 31, 2009

I got my CAR!!!

yayyyy. omg you all dont know how long i've been hoping and praying to get a car. It took a lot to get it and i'm soooo grateful for my mommy. its a nice little used car..its a silverish colorand and it has two doors. I just LOVEEE it. I also named my car Faith because without faith I wouldnt have this car nowww.

(thts my little brother!)

(hello kittyyyy! =))

Sunday, August 30, 2009

My new favorite models!

I think its great to see young and fresh models of color out there! They are beautiful and this editorial made them my new fav modelsss. I already like Chanel Iman but now I love Sessilee Lopez, Jourdan Dunn and Arlenis Sosa too!!

My favorite is Arlenis because she is so bubbly and labeled as the good girl.. pretty much like me! lol

Who is your favorite?

I also have great news to tell you all in a post i'll make tomorrow! =)

Thursday, August 27, 2009


ugh im sitting in religion class right now and im kinda frustrated.. i just got done with my power point presentation on my identity and i feel i did okay but ughh idk wat happens to me when im speaking in front of a class! I worked so hard on tht presentation and i get up there in front of the class and fall apartttt.

Im up there and its like i hav no control over my body.. my hands start shaking and its obvious because the paper im holding is shaking... my voice gets all high pitched and i miss words its just ugh. I'm not even really nervous when i'm up there but it just happens anyways wtf. Its like only when I talk in front of my peers tho. I've done many big speeches in front of big important adults and i've done fine... idk if its cuz i get up there and i know every1 is staring at me... idk. its just easier for me to talk in front of strangers i guess.

im just so mad cuz i kno every1 could tell i was freaking out up there! =(

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Double Fierce.

I've really come to fall in love with the incredible fashion sense of Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Cluttered thoughts.

I havent been blogging as much as I'd like to because... there has been sooo much on my mind!

-Getting a car
-Applying to colleges
-Choosing the right college for me


-Living on my own

I have so many thoughts in my head that its just hard to focus. The car thing is whats happening right now... i NEED a car like bad.. its a necessity for me right now.. BUT my dad and granny feel a child should get a car when they graduate from college. They dont understand that its 2009 and with out a car its like no way for me to get around.. its soo frustrating but lately i think I have been breaking my dad down. Still money is tight.. and my mom has to pay for it on her own.. so if she can afford to get me a car I would be soooo grateful. I just hope it doesnt cause a mess in the family...

The second thing is choosing the right college.. i have nooo idea where I want to go. At first my mom said I could only go to an Illinois college...but yesterday she finally said she would consider letting me go to Hampton!! I wanted to go there at first but she shut me down right away and now with the opportunity finally opened im still confused! Do i want to be that far from my family? Will I even like Virginia at all? Do I want to go to an HBCU or be at a more diverse school? This is like the first time that I just like have no idea what i'm going to do...

Thats all for nowww,

Could you pull these off?

Paper Shoes... wow! the things people come up with.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Senior year wooo!


Today was the first day of school.... GRADUATION CAN NOT COME FAST ENOUGH.

Gosh... it feels like summer just went by so fast before I could even get some real enjoyment out of it. School was okay.. my classes are decent expect the last two I have Computer Graphic Design and Web Development back to back with the same teacher in the same room and its BORINGGG. Hopefully it will get better... we have like a whole new faculty.. new principal, dean, teachers etc. Im just hoping for a good and fast year lol. I cant believe im a SENIOR, omg i took senior pics yesterday and everything woww. I'm also gonna cherish this last year I have living in this house with my familyyy.

My expectations for 2009/2010 school year:
I hope there is NO DRAMA. I'm a senior and 17 and i refuse to deal with any grammar school baby stuff. I try to be nice to everyone and remain a likable person but its always gonna b like 1 person tht doesnt like you for like no reason and its nun u can do about it. Im just def focusing on me this year and making sure that im HAPPY. I want GREAT grades and to graduate knowing I did my best while I was in high school. I also want to remain a good role model for the underclassmen. Its a few freshman and sophmores that see me as their big sister and I try to give them advice and all tht good stuff. I have to do my best in order for me to b able to tell them to do their best right? I wanna get me a boyfriend this year. haha Lastly I want NOOO STRESS. =)

Have any of you started back to school yet? Highschool or college... how was your first day and what are your expectations for this year?

Saturday, August 15, 2009

A Changed Man.

Chris Brown is starting to slowly win my heart over again. I think he is truly sorry.. and I forgive him!!

What do you all think of this "apology" song?

Friday, August 14, 2009

Run this town tonighttt.

I can't wait for this video to come out!

Monday, August 10, 2009

This thing we call love...

When it comes to LOVE, do you believe in...

Letting it come to you or,
Going out and getting what you want.

I've always been a person like ohhh noo.. i could never tell that person I like them.. what if they reject me? All that... and because of that I'm usually single lol. Lately I've been kinda goin for what I want and seeing how that works out. Its tough for me cuz I dont like puttin myself out there... ( Its easier being the one to reject lol). Then when it comes to finding that right one I hear a lot of people saying to sit back and wait for love to find you.. dont go searching for it..dont force something that isnt there. A lot of my friends are like trust me you dont want a boyfriend!, nothing but problems blah blah.. but they know if they were single they would be talking just like me. So which 1 is it? Do I sit lonely until that right one just all of a sudden finds me?... or do I go out there and get my man! lmao? Idk... because i'm getting pretty impatient.

I want responses from girls AND guys!

Friday, August 7, 2009

G Shockkk.

So there was a big G Shock watch event at Cipriani in New York the other day. I had no idea a WATCH could get so popular? Can you all fill me in on whats so special about it lol? Do you have a G Shock or would you pay that much money to get one if you could? I dont wear watches.. I just check the time on my phone! But tht pink 1 is kinda cute...hmm lol.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


If you all have not checked out this channel yet.. you just HAVE TO! lmao some of the funniest stuff i've seen on youtube yetttt.

This boy has a channel featuring videos he secretly recorded of his brother having MAJOR FREAK OUTS. People are debating whether they are real or not but either way they have me laughing like crazayyy lmaoo!

Here is part 1. Check out the rest on youtube!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Drake's Injury

POOR DRAKE!! Its tough getting into this industry already but now he has to go through this! As some of you may know, Drake's been dealing with a serious leg injurgy tht keeps getting worse. He even felll while performing because of the pain.. =( I wish him the best and I hope he fully recovers! Do you all remember when Kanye was first coming out he got into that accident and his jaw had to be wired shut?? I guess you have to go through a lot of obstacles before you reach the good life. I just hope that Drake remains humble and doesnt turn all cocky like Kanye oops I mean "The New King of Pop" (yeah righttt....)

This is what Drake had to say about whats been going on...


This bottle of Opus One is low but my spirits are high my friends. I am about 2 hours away from Toronto, CA where I will be spending the next chunk of time recovering from a surgery that I now must have. I embarked on this tour with a torn ACL, MCL, and LCL and due to the events that happened the other night lord only knows what other damage I have done. On the bright side I will begin the reflecting and soul searching that its going to take to make this album and my outfit on the night I fell was crack. I will forever push myself beyond the limits despite advice and recommendations given because even with this new found success I am still the kid who wanted this more than anything in the world. Its funny when I read comments from previous fans who have lost interest because of the radio play and exposure I have. I just want to assure anyone reading that nothing has changed on my end. I refuse to get comfortable, I refuse to fall in line and follow anyone elses formulas. I still work as if So Far Gone had never dropped and I’m still trying to figure out how I’m going to gain entry to this game.

“Missing someone gets easier everyday. Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will”

See you soon. "

Its Simple!

Leather Jacket, Plain White Tee, Distressed or Bleached Jeans, Cute Shoes! If you wear it right the simplest outfit can be chic! Would you all rather be comfortable and cute?.. or uncomfortable and sexy?? hmmm..
I keep loosing followers!! Whats going onn??.. yall are hurting my feelings!! =( lol anywaysss, i'm gonna start blogging more soon.. i just need some inspiration! lol What do you all want me to talk about??

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Six Flags!

Soo... I went to six flags yesterday and it was TRULY a struggle. I actually wrote like this extremely long two part blog about it but i decided not to post and just forget about it lol. It had some fun points... but its downfalls were RAIN...3rd WHEEL NESS... to hormone raging 14 year old lil boys who like "girls with pretty eyes" lmao...and just a bunch of other mess. What a day!