Sunday, December 27, 2009


I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas!! I got a very nice present yesterday in the mail!!

My acceptance letter to my top choice college Hampton University!! yayy!!! =)

If I get to go there for college, I will be sooo happy. When I went and visited I just got that feeling like "I can see myself here!" and I didnt get tht feeling from all the schools I saw. I got accepted to 3 schools so far and I'm still waiting for one more. I'm really stuck on Hampton tho.. It just really all depends on the outside scholarships I get because HBCUs are a little bit stingy with their money... lol

and I know college isn't all about the parties... but can you blame me for being a little excited about this? hehe =)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

The big BF.

I've always been into all tht romantic lovey dovey stuff they show on TV or in Movies. I love watching the Notebook... and i'm secretly jealous of the cute couples I see walking around downtown holding hands. shhh! haha
Whenever I tell my friends that I want a boyfriend again.. they always say nooo you dont, its too much trouble..stress..drama. Whatever. They know if they were in my situation they would be saying the same thing. I've done the single thing for almost 9 months now.. I've experienced it... tlked to a lot of diff boys... and now im tired of being single haha. I mean I knoww I def don't need a guy to complete me.. but I can't help but think I'd be just a teensy weensy bit happier. lol I mean i'm a senior now.. i need a prom date gosh!!

Oh and have you guys noticed those certain ppl that get out of a relationship and in the nxt month they r in another 1! That used to make me think damn... why is it so easy for them/ what am I doing wrong?? lol. I realized though that those ppl have a hard time being alone.. which isnt good. I've seen that I can handle being alone and I'm proud. I don't ever suggest trying to find happiness from another person before you've found it in yourself first!

Things you miss when you're single lol:
1. Those extremely sweet goodmorning texts.
2. Someone to do cute things with.. like make a build a bear together or ride the farris wheel.
3. A person you can be completely comfortable with.. you knoww "sweat pants, hair tied, chillin with no makeup on", because he accepts you flaws and all.
4. Surprise visits, just because he missed you.
5. Someone to make memories with.. taking a million cute pics or trying something new together.
6. Presents!! i mean come on Christmas, Valentine's Day, Birthdays.. haha
7. Someone you can vent too when everything is going wrong.. and all they need to say is "its gonna be okay baby" and everything feels better.

Thats just a few things on my *dream* boyfriend list.. and I mean you dont have to have a boyfriend to have all these things either.. I just feel its better when its that 1 special person. uhhhh.. well i'll just have to see what the future holds right??

What's 1 thing on your boyfriend list?? Dont be shy! I know you have one too. =)

Monday, December 21, 2009

Guess Who's Back??

After a few little blogger breaks... i'm back yayyy! I've been so caught up in college apps, after school activities, midterms, and of course BOYS lol.. that I havent been giving any attention to my poor blog. =(
Now that its Christmas Break tho I've given my blog a makeover (finally!), & I'm ready to get back on itttt. Plus I missed having my followers there for advice and support lol. Idk how i've made it this long without yall! haha

What do I want for Christmas?
A good boyfriend/prom date in my stocking. =)


Where are you Yeezy?

Rated R && Grafitti

If you've been following my blog for a while then you should know that i'm a HUGE Rihanna fan. I think her album is ahhhmazinggg. Its the only thing that plays in my car. I love, love, LOVEEE it. I've been hearing mixed emotions about it from ppl around me tho. Some love it and some hate it... but ehhh, who cares.. lol ITS RIHANNA whats not to love! What do you rate it??

I think Chris Brown is a good singer... but I don't care for him as a person too much. So i've just heard his singles and like 1 other song off his album. Anyone listened to it... is it good? I do feel bad tht the stores are blackballing his album too... I mean he deserves to have fair sales right?

Brittany Murphy.

RIP Brittany Murphy. I liked her on Sister, Sister.
Sooo many celebs have passed away in 09. =(
I think this is a big wake up call to everyone.. that ANYONE can go at ANYTIME. so live life and cherish the moment.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

got my middle finger up, i dont really give a _____.

midterms are next week...
he confuses me but tht makes me want him even more..
&& i really need some shopping therapy.

until i get myself together i'm just gonna show you all my new nails since you liked my last ones. lol =)

"now i can throw tht middle finger up with a purpose!" lmao