Friday, May 29, 2009
But knowing me I always gotta do sumthin stupid.. so wen we parked after I got done with my test. The man said okay lets go get your license and i'm all geekedd and excited tht i jump out the car and close the door without even taking the keys out the ignition! lmao. idkk it was rainingg and i didnt wanna get my hair wet and tht was mixed with my excitement lmaoo. but he was like umm misss and i was like omg omg sry and opened the door n took the keys out and was just like omg i got too excited, a little toooo excited! haha. funnyy.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
so we got so into this convo we didnt realize we were at our FREAKING TRAIN STOP. amber looks out the window like omg this is our stop, im like no it isnt, and she's like yes it is. and im like OMG IT IS!! lol so this has happened many times before but we always run down in time to get off. this time we were too late wen we took off trying to run down the stairs and get off the train starting movinggg. amber kept trying to run to the doors lol but i jus plopped back down on one of the seats and was like its too late amber, we're too lateeeeee lmao. it was jus like out of a movie. ppl around us were laughinggg. it was so embarrassing. these girls by us were like "see thats what happens wen ur talking and not paying attention" i wanted to say stfu lol. and so I decided that I better hurry and call my mom and be prepared to get cussed out lol, and the white boy was like hey just tell her you got distracted by some white kid! and I was like hey sounds like a plan haha. So then we had to get off at the next stop in the middle of Harvey.. so we get off and we're like wtf where are we and we were freaking out haha. then we see my moms car and we start running to her and these guys in a car honk at us and scream "SEXAYYYY!!" out the window and we started running faster haha. then once we crossed the street we realized we were at the same spot we used to get picked up for BAHA every other Saturday. So we were all scared for nothing.....
JEEZ WHAT A DAY.
today was funnn. I had BAHA (black and hispanic achievers) downtown. Downtown Chicago is the weirdest place ever but I love it, I mean you can NEVER guess what you will see. So were in Depaul University at the Starbucks in the book store and we all of a sudden look out the window and this man is standing outside looking at us in a freaking BATHROBE. now of course I start laughingg like crazy, but it was just really sad at the same time lol. then I look again and he was gone, creepy.
okay so after BAHA we went to forever 21 and then we left and were on our way to Millineum station or whatever. so its this group of guys and I just knew we werent gonna get past without one of them saying something to us. So one of them rolls up on the side of me and like shoves this paper at me so i take it and he's like can you ladies please donate something for my basketball team (mind you this dude looks like 25 wtf). I just smiled and was like im sorry but I dont have anyyy moneyy (which was the truth lol). so he smiles at me all creepy and is like well can I just have a hug then its my birthday. and I was like ummm okay (idk wat i was thinking!! lol) so he's like you gotta hug me like you love me. so I have him a hug and I tried to get away as soon as possible. then amber smelled me to make sure I still smelled alright, I was good. = ] lol i would never have done that if I was aloneee!! omg.
So after that we go to the cultural center because my cousin is coming to Chicago for her anniversary and she needed info. So I ask the lady for help and she gives me like 10000 pamplets it began to get hard to carry them she gave me so many. i'm thinkin wtf... she isnt staying a month. ughh.
Monday, May 11, 2009
I don't understand why people can't just be upfront and honest with their feelings. It is def much easier that way... you dont have to put this mask on, trying to make every1 think that your life is so great and perfect. trust me, i'm sure no one even cares that much. it just seems like its the ppl tht are always like omg everything is perfect, wow my life couldnt be better... are the ones that are hurting the most inside. I always like to be real with everything. If I fall down the stairs in front of everyoneee in school, i'm not going to get up and be like man I barely tripped it didnt even hurt what are you talking about when my leg is probably broken lol!? I'm going to most likely yell AHHHH, that hurtttt.. and I might even have a tear or two lol. Still, because I know that broken bone is going to heal soon, I will get over it and move on. If I tried to cover up that pain its not just going to vanish so whats the point?
Another thought I've had that relates to that is how people are so evil and cruel to others and then come to find out something is really really going wrong in their life and they just arent happy with themselves. Its like terribly sad that people get off on that temporary high of making someone else feel like crap. Don't they understand that bullying that person or hurting their feelings might get their mind off their own sucky lives for a little while but thats just temporary. When your done you still have problems, so tell me what are you really getting out of causing someone else problems? I've been hurt so many times... betrayed even/stabbed in the back. Though I can honestly say that in my heart I forgive every single person that has hurt me.. even those who I know arent sorry. I'm gonna bring some Jesus on yall... whenever some one hurts me this always pops in my head. "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do. (Luke 23:34)" I mean these people honestly have no idea what they are doing and how much bad karma they are bringing upon themselves. So i'm not going to waste my time trying to "argue with them on facebook... " lol or seek revenge. I have way more important things to worry about. My future is my main focus and I have no time to waste. If others dont care about theirs thats on them.
I'm so ready for summer, man I hate feeling pressured. Its too much going on for all these teachers to want to throw all these projects and tests at us. I have a freaking English AP test on Wednesday that is just a jokeeee! wtf. I NEED A PRAYER. = [
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Yesterday on Tuesday was the National Honor Society induction, I got inducted last year but they still wanted us to b there to like get honored n get a little NHS pin. I'm glad I went and we ending up going out to eat at Chilis afterrr.
Lets see what else? Umm we've had BAHA (black and hispanic achievers)which is this club im in 3 weeks in a row and its given me the chance to become so much closer with my friends there. We always get to hang out after and I just love having them in my lifeee. Who knew the suburb and city kids could become so close haha?
but besides all tht i've really just been trying to get myself together. i'm getting older and my birthday is this month ( 17 wowww.) so ive gotta start making better decisions and get my priorities in order. my life has always been pretty umm interesting, almost like a reality TV show. n even tho it never gets boring its very much distracting and drama is not a fun hobby to hav. some things have gotta change.