I dont even know where to start.... things havent been too good lately. Failing quizzes, family members getting sick, arguing with parents, break ups, and make ups. I guess thats just life though right?
Sometimes I feel like shutting down, quitting, blocking everyone out, because sometimes that seems like the only way I wont get hurt. I know I cant do that though... because if you didnt have pain, you wouldnt know what good felt like. I'm not the loudest or boldest person, but I know how I deserve to be treated and what I will accept. I will forever stand up for myself because I was raised to be that way. I know not everything will go my way and I can accept that. I really just have to start worrying about me. I dont like drama and I hate when people are mad at me, but if i'm not pleased with myself how can anyone else be? I will step up and I will do better. Not for anyone else but for my happiness.
I believe in 2nd chances and sometimes even 3rd.. me and my boyfriend are going to get better, my grades are going to get better, my life is going to get better. I'm looking forward to better days and I know they will come. I am just so thankful to God, because it could always be worst.