real talk.

"So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

senioritis.

i can't believe i'm already well into the 2nd semester of my senior year...

everything is just going by soo fast. i feel like i never have any time. the time to even breathe. i'm so consumed by all the club meetings, homework, scholarship essays...

i'm the head of prom committee.. yet i don't have any time to even look for my own dress.
i have 3 papers i need to write TONIGHT. but i have to b at school at 7 for a mandatory prom meeting.

i get home.. and feel so tired that I don't finish all my work and i just sit there repeating over and over in my head.. im gonna start in 5 min.. okay in 30min..ugh i'll just wait till tomorrow. which builds up more and more makeup work... oh yeah i still have to make up that quiz from last week. great.

i had to b a leader on a retreat last week and missed a few days of school, and yay me i get to do it all again next week. which means 4 days of work and quizzes i have to make up.

i keep getting into these near accidents.. because ppl keep trying to hit me.. or the ice sneaks up on me. driving is scary. i almost hit a cat the other day. i hate cats.. but i would have still been sad.

boys are....well lets just save that for another post.

the clock is tickingg.. i keep running out of minutes. i hope i can catch up.. before i lose myself.

despite this senioritis. i'm happy. =) i rank in the top 10 of my class.. i'm accepted to my top choice school which i cant WAIT to go to.. i'm having a funn year. but i'm just over highschool.

the end.

"Teen Mom" choked up by HER mom. smh

"MTV 'Teen Mom' Allegedly Choked by Her Mother
Posted Jan 18th 2010 6:00PM by TMZ Staff

One of the young mothers from the MTV reality show "Teen Mom" was allegedly choked and then hit by her 54-year-old mom this weekend -- and mom is now facing domestic violence charges.

The Council Bluffs Police Department in Iowa tells TMZ Debra Danielson -- the mother of 18-year-old "Teen Mom" Farrah Abraham -- was arrested at around 1 PM on Saturday for suspicion of domestic abuse/serious assault.

According to cops, Farrah and Debra started arguing over childcare issues when Debra allegedly threw an MTV shirt at her daughter ... which landed "on or near" Farrah's baby, who started crying.

That's when Farrah claims she went off on her mother -- who then grabbed Farrah by the throat. Farrah told cops she pushed her mother's hand away from her throat, causing her mother to strike her on the right side of her head and mouth.

In the report, officers say they observed multiple cuts on the right side of Farrah's lips.

The story was first reported by the The Daily Nonpareil. "


Am I the only one not really surprised that this happened??

soo.. i'm a rapper now!

okayy not really lol. this program i'm in took us to a recording studio recently and they let us make our own songgg. we wrote our verses in like 5 min and then jus went in the booth and layed it downnn lmao. it was so muchh fun. i mean since every1 and their grandma thinks they r a rapper noww.. why not? haha

but baby.. i lovee you!

boy- baby i loveee you. i just want 1 pic to think of you. i promise its just for my eyes only.
girl- but i really don't feel comfortable doing thatt.
boy- if you really loved me and trusted me, it wouldnt be tht big a deal!

how many times have you girls heard tht lol?? I was watching this commercial recently and at first i'm like wtf.. why is this girl naked?? lol but it was about this girl who's boyfriend covinced her to send a naked picture of herself and he said he would never show any1... and i guess the conclusion was tht he did because she was like openly naked in the commercial.

soo many girls get tlked into "sexting" all the time and i think its saddd. these boys always sayyy they arent gonna show any1.. but even if they mean it wen they say it... later on they r gonna wanna show some1.. whether u all are broken up or even still together. I've been asked to send x rated pics like numerous times... even today actually lmao. but i neverrr do it.. because my reputaion is VERY important to me && one lapse of judgement can ruin it all. i actually remember an ex telling me tht he was in the locker room 1 day at school and a picture of someone I knew was being shown around to every1.. she had sent it a while ago..and didnt even tlk to the boy anymore.. but once you release something like tht into the public, it can def come back to haunt you.. even years laterr!! (Vanessa Williams *cough cough).

What do you all think about "sexting"? Do you trust the person you are in a relationship with to have naked pictures of you on their phones or computer?

here's the commercial tht got me thinking. i think it really will open up the eyes of a lot of girls!
http://community.athinline.org/Video/Public-Nudity/055D1FFFF01C54EFD001700D702EB

Our Family Wedding.

I'm def going to go see this moviee! I like America Ferrera and I def like Lance Gross hehe.=) i think its going to be very interesting and entertaining to see an interacial relationship being portrayed other than black and white! what do u all think?

R&M <3

I approve.

I'm happy she's having no problem moving on... I'm jealous lol. I want cute BF pics.

single black female, addicted to retail...

and well?

New year; better me.

goals for 2010:

- get something else pierced.
- start partying...hard. =)
- not holding back my feelings.. unless its necessary.
- start hanging with new ppl, open up my friend circle.
- shop till i drop.. (nothing new lol).
- drive farther than like 10 min away from home gosh.. gonna have to convince moms for this 1 lol.
- try a new food. sushi maybe? uhhh.
- meet a celebrity. rihanna rihanna rihanna.
- focus on my own inner happiness.
- try to stop thinking about love so much... (okay lying lol..atleast until i find it.)

- live healthier..eat better.. excercise more..all tht good stuff.

- have a bomb ass time before college!! prom.. 18th bday.. graduation. what could b more fun??

hmm thts all i can think of for now. hopefully i accomplish all of these things. =)